Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Bad Luck.

1) I lost the one girl who gave me a reason to be at college. everytime i'm alone, i think of her so much, it hurts.

2) i failed one out of five of my final papers and now i have to take a resit exam on the 25th of august and also that insurance exam mum has been pressuring me on the 22nd. the worst part is, i was told resit is much harder. my dream of getting first class honours are moving further and further away from me...

3) My cousin, Nick who is flying off to langkawi soon for his pilot training wants to have an all cousin's gathering at sunway lagoon this saturday. mum wants me to go to the temple this sunday and melvin wants to have LCPM (a meeting to plan for the year's events for the organisation) in Port Dickson on friday, saturday and sunday. why the hell does everyone wants to plan all their events during this weekend?! I have to let so many people down because i promised the eternal belles to have my farewell this saturday to stayover in a hotel in kl and elaine's summer charity concert this friday. aihz. It's either this or that. i have to make my choice and i know for sure someone will be unhappy.
*Edit: Great. i just got the news that the hotels for the whole city of KL is fully booked. damn f***ed up. :(

4) it's bad enough that i have exams to study for and projects to run. the boyfriend as vice president has his own club to run, has to help out with the career fair, design logo for my mum's company and the badminton club, his assignments for both his subjects, his family plus his maid ran away so he has to help with the chores and now that 'smart' boy had to put his name down for another new club. we hardly have anytime to spend together and i only have less than a month here before i leave...

I'm sorry if i sound too emotional for my last few posts. It's just that, things have been happening so fast and it's too difficult to cope with so much stress. well, better start on with work.

Sigh.


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