im changing my mind, i only want to study in the UK for my final year now but... everything is done. my visa, my bank account, my credit card, my tuition fees has paid, my accomodation... argh!
it was my goal. my dream to study in the UK since i was 12. it has almost been a decade and never once i would think of regretting to study there. i always told myself, there would be NOTHING in this world that would stop me from achieving my dream.
I guess i was wrong. >.<
people say, that when you're both excited and anxious about achieving your dream then you'll know it's the right goal. but what if you don't want it anymore?
im not saying that i am not happy about going overseas to study, i mean who wouldn't be? but when i think about everything that i would be missing here... my friends, family, the mamak, KLCC and last but not least M.S.G.. I have become so dependent on him that i seriously don't know how am i going to live my life without him.
the sweetest thing though, the boyfriend told me that no matter what, we could still chat online everyday, sms each other every single day to keep each other updated, talk over skype and webcaming. He even suggested that he can download movies and send them to me and we would on the webcam to watch the movie together. so it seems like we would be still going to the cinema together. It's gotta be the most sweetest thing he has ever thought of.
still got loads of belated posts to post. cant seem to find the time to actually sit down and finish everything up. meanwhile im shopping like mad for winter clothings.
It's SMURF fun!
3 comments:
Hey sher,
Studying abroad is quite an experience. I kid you not that I might take some time off to do that again, sometime in the future. And you'll do well there.
I didnt know ur M.S.G so pei :) hehehe. I'll remember to laugh at him (mean me), when I see him.
nice meeting u last weekend at BP4L.
Cheers
yw
hyperhex.com> hey! you took me aback there for a minute. yeah it was really great meeting you too! :D i was told you sent Jason Lo M.S.G.'s blog address, was it true?! my gosh. JLo is gonna flip! ;p anyways thanks for the advice. I am excited but anxious at the same time. i cant cook and wash clothes for nuts! :S thanks for dropping by tho. muaxy!
sush> su-hsien!? my gosh it's been ages ive heard from you! where have u been woman!? last i heard you were in Warrick and you're currently unavailable. :D ( did i get it rite? am a lil' outdated rite? -__- ) well i would be at the University of West of England (UWE), Bristol. i know i will love uni life overseas but i also know i will be homesick eventually. everytime i think about spending the next valentine's day by myself through a webcam with the boyfriend, i tear... :( well, thanks for the encouragement dear. i seriously need it. alot! :D hope to bump into u some day! see ya and stay beautiful! muaxy! :D
sush> hey! haha yeah yeah i am. will be leaving on the 6th night. apparently its compulsory to go for the orientation. O_O when r u leaving? actually i havent visited ur blog in months and just last week i remembered about you and dropped by. haha! deja vu! O_o see ya la babes! muaxy ciaoz!
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