every morning i wake up feeling scared. feeling lonely. i dont want to leave.
yesterday i got a call from a modelling agency to come in for an interview for casting for an advertisement. in the beginning, i really wanted the part and therefore kept the whole UK thing to myself but the shooting was this October, and i wont be here..
why must it happen only when im about to leave?!
"wow you're leaving for UK and it's really soon. well what we can do is, you send in some studio shots of you and we would see if we could squeeze anything when you're back for the summer or something. we see that you have potential. had you sent in 5 years ago, you would have gotten plenty of assignments." said the lady during the interview.
i had potential! i was offered 5 years ago by that same modelling agency with Nadine but i didn't send in my pictures because i seriously look terrible than i am right now. yes, i used to be fat and ugly. >.<
the boyfriend tried cheering me up by bringing me for a very late lunch at Pizza Uno, but it was closed. we tried Nailis and San Fransisco Pizza, but all the kitchens were closed!
so we had to have our lunch in Starbucks instead.
it seriously makes me feel that i would be missing out on so many things in malaysia. i have never been to a prom because none of the boyfriends in the past wanted to take me to it. and the one chance, M.S.G. wants to take me there, i can't go...
i am excited tho. i took out all my winter clothings and am starting to pack. i really hope in the UK there would be worth more than what i would be missing back here. *sigh*
will probably blog more when im there, so keep it posted!
oh by the way...Happy birthday Sue!!
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My puppy sun tans!
it's the cutest thing i have ever seen. mama smurf has always been telling me that he loves sun tanning but i have never caught him doing it but yesterday as we were about to leave the house....
It's seriously hot and he has quite a thick fur. doesn't he feel hot?!
This picture is seriously adorable. he was yawning. :b
"Bleh! why are you taking pictures of me relexing?!" shows me tongue. :D
Smurf Cute!!!
2 comments:
eiseh... potential man!!! nihaha. but i feel snuffles got more potential lar... ><" hahaha just joking. nvm sure got more offer from UK! have fun there! we miss you~! and i know i wont stop blogging so u come and keep urself updated! and i keep myself updated with ur blog too! mwakx once more!
from retarded jae
jaelicious> you're such a cartoon. :D miss ya too! muaxy!
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