The thing is.

I know what my chances are
but just for once,
i wished jus this once
for my dreams to come true.

I have a plan B
but I so hope i dont have
to whip out to use it.

Everything just seemed kinda hanging lately.

Deadlines are closing in
and its scaring me what if
i can get what i want.

It all seemed so realistic 2 weeks ago
and then all went away the next.

And as much as hope
slowly is dying away
i still dont want to give up
and i really want it to come true.

So much expectations,
so hard to fill...