Happy 20th Birthday, Jolene!

you're one of the oldest friend i still keep in touch with
and still amazingly manage to randomly bump into each other. (even if i was home for only 3 weeks.)



This is the only latest picture i could find of us.
and that i also had to crop off both ChungLern and Esther.
>_<




It's always nice to read your crazy, wonderful and never-ending stories on your blog.

Keep it up babes.
and have a great birthday!




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It's not like my life in Bristol is so freakishly happening,
but damn it!
why is it when there are parties and balls,
it's got to be on the same freaking day. >_<

Crap.


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ARGH.

I honestly hate it
when people tell me,

"...Oh you should blog about this because it's interesting..."

or

"... blog about that lah because it was nice..."


i honestly hate it.
i really do.

The reason why i came out from the group blog
was because i felt my writings were being controlled.
i couldnt trully express myself (not that i really am in this blog also anyway)
because i had to watch myself from saying terrible things that people might indirectly feel being pointed at.

aih.

i hate ranting about this.
but this is my blog.
my life. my feelings.
like a diary to me.
something for me to look back and smile at
and actually remember the details (as i am still working on that terrible memory of mine >_<).

im sorry if some of you think i was pointing fingers,
because i so am not.
im just feeling stress out from the day's work and to come back to this...
is so bloody not helping. >_<



on a brighter note,
Nils is finally back!



and now that he is,
i will finally have a partner for the wine tasting session in February.