When its winter
and that time of the month,
you'd just feel emotional
just almost about everything.
I keep it to myself (and well the blog)
because I know it only lasts for a week.
(You can see the cycle on the archieves for each month. haha)
It's my first winter
and i hate it.
I know ive always complained
how hot Singapore was
but omg dammit it is, okay!
But this is too cold too!
I tend to get headaches
from all the shivering
even under 3 layers of warm clothings
and heavy flow of the month
just keeps me awake at night.
I miss the warm weather.
I miss not eating every time to keep myself warm!
I miss doing nothing.
I miss being in a relationship.
I miss being dependent.
See how much this is getting to me? -_-
Especially now when its winter time
everyone is all cozed up with someone,
and im here sitting in front of my pink lappie
eating chocolate doggie bones. (dont ask. -_-)
Damn you people who are going home!
(or went home already. -_-)
No one should be spending Christmas alone
and should all be home with their loved ones instead!
So i think im planning to head home
next Christmas...
... if something doesnt come up, that is.
God.
I sound damn emo. haha
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