*Edit*
A random note,
I just got called in
for a photoshoot in London
exactly a month from now. O_O

Crap.
I need to go swimming like NOW. haha


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I woke up feeling rather sad.

But despite that fact,
Im kinda surprise with how well
im actually handling the situation.

At least,
it was not a confrontation
because that would have been sucky.

And now that its over,
I could at least just seriously move on.

*Muttons At Midnight* has played a huge role
in keeping me off anti-depressants. haha

2009 is going to be a good year.