So Fragile.

I never knew it was so difficult
to get a job you want
until the recession started.

I had been rejected loads
since i started my applications
late last year
and just nearly gave up.

Now, i already have a proper offer
and like how Ivan said,
"Its nice to know we dont have
to worry anymore about it."

But who knows?

There was a friend
who had been offered a job,
signed the contract,
popped a bottle to celebrate
and then just all a sudden,
the offer got pulled back.

It even happened to her twice.

Even another friend, X
called me yesterday,
telling me he might
be getting redundant.

He isnt the first person
as I even have local friends
that got redundant as well
or rather just couldnt find a job.

But X is an old friend,
a charming and very smart young man,
so when he told me what had happened,
i just nearly went speechless.

It gave me a lesson
to appreciate what I have,
despite knowing I have to leave
one of fave country I love
and maybe for good.

But its a sacrifice
I am willing to make
and my career is my priority
at this very moment.

For now,
Im just trying to stay away
from distractions. -_-

Dammit Sher, STUDY.