You nearly made me cry.

"We can go visit *her* when im down in Malaysia to visit, I mean i bet if she was still alive, three of us would be laughing together."


That's the sweetest thing
anyone has said to me in a while
and that is why i love you, AlcoK.


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Im a horrible friend.



What is with this week seriously?

Friend A is sufferring from a breakup,
Friend B is sufferring from a threat to lose his job.

Im so overwhelmed
with the negative energy
and the lack of sleep
hence its prolly giving me
the swollen eye. T_T

It's bad enough
im trying so hard
to split myself into 2
that ive neglected the one friend
who prolly has spent
her last whole week crying
because of the stress
from her party she was planning
and that her dad was in the hospital this week
due to a heart attack.

To top it off,
AlcoK reminded me
that ive yet to see *Ros*
since my trip back home.

I feel like such a horrible friend.





To tell you the truth,
I wished i had more hours in a day
or rather I was a robot
so that i didnt need to sleep or eat
then it would have saved
so much of my time to do things
i would have love to do.

For now,
im only dreading the weekend
as its gonna be a helluva lot more packed
than my entire week altogether. T_T

Oh on another note,
Ive finally bought my tickets
back home to England!

Yes.
England is home. hehe.

Would be staying
at AnimeAde and OiKum's new place
in London for a few nights
before running off to see my Brizzie peeps.

5 more weeks baybeh!
5 weeks!!! >_<