I seriously need more time.

I wake up at 5am
to go to work everyday,
finish work close to midnight yesterday
and only went to bed an hour later.

Im beginning to think
sleep is such a waste of my time
when i can use all those hours
to do all my chores.

The fact that my new place
is almost up and running,
that's also gonna take up
alot of my time furnishing it. T_T

Didnt realise ive been neglecting
my own family until my mum
said she needed to book time with me
just to see her own daughter.

I realised shes been desperately
trying to set up appointments
and mother-daughter outtings lately
just to see me more often.

And i would think being away
for more than 3 years,
she would be used to it by now
with me not around all the time. T_T

I guess not. >_<

At the meantime,
im giving myself ample time
to catch up with work
and well, I know ive been complaining
but i really need to do some reading on my CFA. T_T

It's been a crazy 2 weeks
and prolly a soon-to-be 3rd week.

Then soon, it's London.
My sweet home, London.

Okay.
Im daydreaming.

Must be the lack of sleep. -_-

I'll blog more
when I can. >_<