Where I am.

Taken a month back when i was still sick and before I had my hair redyed to a darker shade. Excuse my fat lip and for being make-up-less. ;p


Ive alot of time lately
after my papers to think about things,
people, events that have changed my life.

My mother who taught me
how feelings have to be detached.
How to dress up to impress
and how lying will get you no where.

Mr J.L. who has given me an ambition,
who gave me a goal to be obsessed about
and taught me how to drink
to not be an embarrassment.

Mr. R.L who changed my opinions on life
and taught me how to live like the poor.
That money wasnt easy to earn
and should be spent wisely.

The time that i fell sick
for three months,
makes me realise how important
health really is
and that i'd rather be at home
than out partying,
doing my own things and studying.

Miin who influenced me
into loving to cook and bake
which is a skill my mother
had been trying to get me to have
for a very long time. haha

Adeline who influenced me in her ways,
to be strong, independent
and to be emotionally detached from
things that we shouldnt be wasting time on.

Mr M.C. who underestimated me
and insulted my gender to be
fighting in this industry
as a rose among the thorns,
had given a reverse impact to me
with a stronger determination and desire
to prove you wrong.

Mr. MSG who showed me
what real love means
and that love triumphs over anything.

There are a lot of people
for me to thank for
that have changed me
to who i am today,
so dont silently emo with me
if you dont see yourself on this list.
(it doesnt mean ur not important!
it just means ive had a short time to write this!)

Im not saying im perfect
as ive still a lot to learn
but at least im getting there
and im content with life right now.

Its only human nature
for people to be afraid of changes.
Thats why im always making new goals
everytime ive achieved one.

Call me stubborn
but i love being challenged
and i will never ever forget
the people who have changed
my personality, character and determination.

It's a long road ahead
and im ready for it.