Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Changes.


I was forced to make a choice
more than *2 years ago*
and now i shall do the same.


***

Its funny how people promise
being rich and famous
wont change themselves
but they do.

Its like i no longer know you
and your old-self of being humble,
sweet and keeping your word
that made me first fell for you,
has all faded away.

Im not saying its bad.

I guess its great for you
and gaining more new friends
gives you more confidence
but sorry it just isnt attractive.

I fell for you for the person inside,
the one that came from a not-so-wealthy
but wonderful family background,
and worked your way thru ups and downs
and to be so successful now,
i truly am so proud and happy for you
but you're making this blind you
for your personality has slowly begin to change.

It shows.
It really does.

You always know it was never
because of the size of your wallet
or how you used to splash out
on fancy dinning for me when we dated,
it just isnt.

I guess i shouldnt be pondering
about my past relationships
now that im happy with my current
but something strike me today
when you messaged me
and im torn between choices.

Well you've always been the one,
who was the fastest in getting over
this relationship drama
and leaving me staggering behind
so yeah, if i choose not to
i hope you'd understand why.