2 months.

The other day we were about to head to bed
when the boy suddenly hugged me from behind and said:

Him: Ive been thinking about something for some time now...
Me: Oh? What is it?
Him: Hmm.. nah its okay. Nothing.
Me: Why? What is it?
Him: It's nothing. Its too emotional to say. Everytime i think about it, i feel like crying.
Me: Why?? Its okay. We can talk about it?
Him: Hm... okay. Its just recently i read an article about this guy in the army.
Me: Ahuh.
Him: He lost both his legs in the war but his fiance decided to stay with him no matter what and she did.
Me: Oh...ah hm.
Him: ... but the incident made him very bitter, changed him and he became a very angry person due to his incapability. They eventually split up. Not because of his disability but because he has changed to be someone different and verbally abusive.
Me: Oh. no. Hm. Thats sad...
Him: Yeah but i was thinking, could it be that he had done that on purpose so that she would leave? You know, so that he wouldnt be a burden and she could move on with her life? And then i thought if that ever happened to me, I wouldnt want to burden you too...

Aih love.

I know we havent exactly had
the most smoothest
first 2 months of marriage,
but I know for sure i've never regretted
one bit of choosing to be your wife
and theres nothing that will change that.

Happy 2nd month anniversary, darling
and many more to come. :) x

Happy 1st (wedding) monthlyversary.

Funny how time flies by so quickly.

To tell you the truth,
we havent exactly had a weekend free
since the wedding a month ago.

Someone told me as well,
his took up to about 2 and a half months
for all the (wedding) dusts to settle down,
example: wedding bills, wedding photos/videos to come in,
overseas friends/ family will slowly disperse,
settling down into new home together etc etc.

And i couldnt agree more,
our final overseas guests/relatives,
just flew back home a week ago
and we're still getting into routine
on which family to spend time with and
on which weekend and also to split time
lunch/ dinner with which family/ friends,
without interrupting our alone time as newlyweds.

Sad to say, we havent gone around to,
as work has been piling in along with
new responsibilities to the in-laws
(not that we're not enjoying it!)
and I cant say that it has actually sunk in yet
that ive been Mrs. Sah for a whole month now.

But for now, I absolutely love waking up
every single morning next to my new husband
although nothing much has changed
with the boy still buzzing away
with new projects at work,
im practically home alone (dinning alone)
every single meal on a weekday.

But with exciting times ahead for me as well,
I embark on with new projects of my own as well
as of last Saturday.

Lets just hope all goes well
and despite having no break or timeout
since the wedding,
we have some mini holiday trips planned
starting in December 2013!

And yes, i'll plan about the wedding soon!
Pinky promise! x

The happy and the sad.

So wedding planning hasnt exactly
been a bed of roses.

Its just constantly being a battle
for me to fight on to get it done
and over with.

Its tiring having to deal
with all this pain and sadness
and even sometimes chocolates
just dont help anymore.




So this afternoon when I saw your message
that you left me on the fridge,
its moments like this that reminds me
why im doing this for.

I know its been a tough week
of emotional me to handle
but I love how you'd still
never give up on me.

Cant wait to spend my lifetime with you. x

I'll miss this.

Our late night strolls,
our dinner dates,
and our tv show marathons.

But i know what im sacrificing for
and i know its my choice to give this up.

Sometimes i get pissed off
with the lack of self-esteem
you have in yourself.

I wish you could see what i see
the potential in you for a bigger ambition.

Something great happened yesterday
but im not allowed to mention about it just yet.

I just want you to know
that i know what im getting myself into
and i believe in you 110% that
you're destined for more and bigger things.

So what if theres less time together
and so what if family plans get pushed aside?

I'll still stand by you to support
your every move as your loyal and loving wife.

Just thought i should tell you
i believe in you and you can do this
but whatever the decision is,
i'll still be very proud of you.

This is for the many more great
and awesome things to come.

MSG.HennWei's 29th Birthday & Our 7th Anniversary Celebration.

So last Thursday,
was the boy's 29th birthday
and our 7th year anniversary celebration.

Unlike *last year*,
I was totally unprepared this year -_-
so he decided to have the surprise on him this year.



Hello, SpongeBear!




So I was blindfolded
and was surprised by this gorgeous
hidden gem in Bangsar.

It's called *Huck's Cafe*,
a bungalow bought by well... Huck (duh. haha)
turned into a restaurant/ fine dinning place
and its on one of the roads
behind the Maybank HQ area in Bangsar.






Started off with some crackers
and then mushroom soup.





Look at our gigantic mains!

The boy had beef and I had
salmon with pesto. :)

And we ended our meals with
warm chocolate banana brownie
with vanilla ice cream.



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Some outfit shots!






I was wearing:

Top: Cotton On
Pants: Mum's old pants (vintage)

Happy 29th Birthday Love and Happy 7th Anniversary!

Just a small compilation
to celebrate the 7 years
we've been together.
(and our changing hairstyles! haha!)

I'll admit that we had our ups
and also mostly downs,
but thats what a relationship is all about,
working hard on it.

Someone once said,
to make a relationship work for so long,
"one has to be the glue
and that always at every one time,
only either one of us wants to break up
and the other doesnt".
which is really true.

So here's to a milestone
and I say, to heck with the 7-year itch!

Also happy 29th birthday my love,
you're majorly awesome
and I really cant wait to spend
the rest of my life with you.

Love, your soon-to-be bride. xxx

A Balance.

What are the odds
of getting a news that upsetted you
and a news to lift your mood immediately back up,
all within the hour.

It comes to show how insignificant
the upsetting news is,
that ive totally forgotten about it
until i wanted to blog about my day.

Im glad ive moved on
and im happy honestly,
but im even more grateful
that i have the best man in the world
who is always there for me
no matter rain or shine.

Cant wait for Thursday to celebrate
our 7th anniversary together. :)

Update: Strange enough, I was told that i knew
about this upsetting news like a while back
but ive totally forgotten about it and thought
it was actually new news haha! So looks like its pretty
insignificant after all. ;)

Our rare lil' dinner dates.

Taken two Sundays ago.

With everything going on
for the both of us,
we dont even get the chance
to actually sit down for a nice dinner
and just talk, update each other.

Its really upsetting
considering this is finally the year
we are going to get married
and we're drifting apart
with so many unforeseen
and unavoidable situations.

But the boy promised a surprise
Valentine's venue to dine at this 14th
and i think no matter what,
im gonna be happy thinking about
that short lil time at dinner I will have
to spend time with him. :)

Working Hard.

Sorry for the lack of posts lately
but its been overwhelming with
work on weekdays and classes on weekends.

Im so tired that i dont know where to begin
and the boy had been taking up extra jobs
just so he could support us and
our upcoming wedding.

Will try to blog more soon.

There are plenty of belated pictures
that i would loveeee to share. :)

Decisions as a team.

Its so hard to work as a team
when you're about to be committed legally
as husband and wife.

Im so used to considering my future
all on my own and since i move countries constantly,
im always deciding my next step,
all on my own.

The boy had never said no fortunately for me.

When i wanted to move to *England* for studies,
he didnt say no.
When i wanted to move to *Singapore* for work,
he didnt say no.
When i wanted to move to *Belgium* for work,
he also didnt say no.

So when i told him
i might be moving away again next year
a few weeks after our wedding,
he totally flipped out,
even though i told him it will only
be for a year. :(

It's so hard to compromise
but really does sacrifices
always have to be made in a relationship?

Aih.




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Our Merdeka Eve.


The boy came home slightly earlier last night,
took me to have Japanese food for dinner,
came back home to watch
people on *youtube* surprising
their parents about their
pregnancy announcements until 1am.
(its so addictive!)

Boy fell asleep
with fireworks in the background. -_-

Talk about aging huh.

Yeah.
It's a REAL party here
with the snores as symphony. haha

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia!


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Saving a baby bird





Last week my family came home
to find this lil 'chap' sitting
on our front porch.

Well literally in front of our front door. haha

It was still a baby
so it couldnt fly yet.

Mum picked it up
and first placed it in a
lil bird cage that mum bought
ages ago to feed it some water,
while sister googled on how to handle
our unexpected guest. hehe





After much researching,
it was decided that they have to be placed
in a cool, shady place outside
so that their family could find them.

And true enough in
less than 20 minutes,
a whole flock came to the rescue.






Mama bird somehow
managed to get baby bird
up high on our gate. O_o





Dad had been so obsessed with the birds
that he actually said,
"If they actually make a nest
on the tree outside, we are never moving."


O_o


Talk about protective man haha.
So darn cute.

An Adventure.

So i was telling the boy
that i was so envious
of this girlfriend of mine
that recently met this boy,
who was so smitten with her
that he bought her a holiday trip
to Langkawi for her upcoming birthday.

Me: I want a holiday! Can you take me for a holiday too?
MSG.HennWei: I'll take you on the adventure of your life ok? Our marriage. ;p


T__________T


So corny that im speechless.

How can anyone be so annoying
and cute at the same time.

So difficult to be angry. HAHA

Our Wedding Guests? Who?

So the boy told me this morning
that he had a nightmare the night before.

MSG.HennWei: I dreamt that my grandmother passed away and couldn't make it to our wedding. Then i woke up and realised that she had already passed away last year.

Me: Yeah I know exactly what you mean. I was thinking about what to write in the vows the other day and realised all the people that truly matter can't come to the wedding like my *grandfather*, *grandmother* and *Rosline*...

MSG.HennWei: Yeah and Benedict Cumberbatch, Darren Criss and Tom Hardy right? HAHAHAHAHA

Me: ... ... T_T


Hmmm. So much
for an emotional conversation. -_- haha

Geez.

Eager.

I had been so eager
to look forward to the first
Saturday with no class or work
after 6 weeks of non-stop
classes and work
that I couldnt sleep till it was 2:30am
and woke up at 8:30am. -_-

So much for trying to sleep in. Geez.

Was having a slight fever last night
and had to go thru some minor
disappointment to find out
that you really just cant change
everything to make things perfect.

I tend to be a perfectionist sometimes
which is obviously bad for me
to be so naive about this world.

So sometimes all you need to do
is suck it all in
and just take it with a blow.

Even if it hurts deep down inside.


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The Deleted Scene!


So following *this*,
the Glee director has decided
to release the deleted
Christmas scene of KLAINE!




God.
Melts your heart isnt?


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Wedding Fever.













Inspirations on a
late Friday evening.

If only ive got a body
of a model to pull off
all those gorgeous looks.

Well, ehem...
and money of course. haha