It's really happening.

They say its not firmed
until the venues' been set
and yesterday the boy has finally
put down the deposit for our dream place
to be married at.

It's a huge step
and im delighted that
we have finally made a decision
on the place but now
that decision's been made,
it's actually scaring me. O_o

And it finally hit me
after postponing so many times
due to unforeseen circumstances,
that we are ACTUALLY really doing this.

I must admit being engaged for 2 years
is really taking a toll on my patience,
but it has also given me time to slowly think about
what i really want to have at the ceremony.

So the venue is set,
ive found the *gown*
and now im looking for that
perfect wedding shoe.

And i think i know exactly
where to look. ;)