Coping with depression

So i think ive reached a stage
that im quite severely depressed.

Work is actually picking up
in a good way but at the wrong time
and im so overwhelmed by my exam in 44 days
that i feel like im about to
break down and cry.

Im under so much pressure
that i think its drowning my spirits,
my inspirations and even my dreams.

In fact, im so tired that
im thinking of giving up
which is the worse part of all
because the ego part of me
still wants to move forward.

Also another thing is,
when it comes to situations like this,
no one really understands you.

They say they know what you're going thru
or rather they understand how you're feeling
but its never that mutual stress level
that they can actually feel for you.

It upsets me because
i can never get that same understanding
or rather level of comfort i need
and instead wounding up to feel all alone.

Plus, Im so deprived from a holiday
that i think ive really burned myself out.

I just hope with the
last few weeks i have left,
i will manage to strive thru
and all of this would be worth it.

If only.