Keeping things under control.

I hate to admit it
but everytime i think
i have more than enough
to live comfortably, i just cant.

Im struggling to live
pay cheque by pay cheque
and its killing me that ive to save
so much for one wedding,
with absolutely no financial help
from our parents.

Thinking about it really makes me wanna cry
but im trying to stay positive at least
until my exam ends.

Ive really gotta pull everything together.