This madness.

The excitement has honestly died down
a LONG time ago for the wedding
but theres so many things to be done,
numbers to confirm, invitations to send out,
gowns to be altered, deposits to be paid...

... and we're all tired out.

Plus mum is so excited
that shes literally almost
taken over the entire wedding. -_-

I say almost because I really
had to shoot her down
so many times when she texts me at midnight
about wedding details.

It doesnt help that im on vegetarian again
for the ghost month (Chinese 7th month),
my period is about a week away and im eating
like a crazy person.

Literally it scares you.

The boy cant believe when i told him
that i was hungry after gobbing down
a bowl of Aglio Olio in less than an hour.

I try not to take carbs
and i cant eat meat so im munching,
like almost EVERY hour.

Its so scary. :(

The thing is I wish i could eat
like normal again
but then im afraid of not being able
to fit into dresses and looking fat
during the actual day for pictures.

Yes. Im actually ranting about
scared of looking fat.

My blog. Who cares. haha.

Right now, im looking forward
to 2+ weeks time when I can be on leave,
family and friends are all arriving,
and i can finally eat like a happy person.

Now thats something to be excited about. heh. x

Picture post next, i promise!