Visiting Rosline.

I dont remember
when was the last time
I did so and made the effort
to drove for an hour
all the way down
to Fairy Park in Klang.

Orchids for her
because it lasts longer.

The colourful spinning wheel
was only for my entertainment
which i later hung it outside
my lil balcony of the smurfette pad. heh.







God ive missed her.

I hate the fact that
this is the only picture
i could ever have of her.

Its a feeling i hope
no one my age would have to go thru
and the pain you live with
is a lifetime.

Im a very stubborn person.

It's to the point that
if i want something,
I'll do whatever i can
to get it.

Maybe its because
i know i can never ever have her back
thats why im so hard on myself...?

I stared at her picture,
so many things to say to her
but i just didnt know where to begin
as I tried sticking a stalk of orchid
into her frame.





Thanks MSG.HennWei,
who drove me there
so i wouldnt get lost.

Have I ever mentioned
it was Ros who made me realised
how much I liked him
in the beginning
that brought us together?

Aih.
Now thats a really good story
to remember of her
and I'll save it for next time.





You're always remembered, Rosline 'Suki' Lam Soo Kean.


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It comes naturally.





Ive always been a fan of Selena Gomez.

She's so damn cute
and we both have super thick hair! haha!