You've changed me.

Because I suddenly thought about that.

You've nurtured me,
to give me an ambition,
to be stronger,
to be heartless.

You've trained my alcoholic ways
to be one of the last ones standing.

And last,
you've changed me
to be someone who i thought
i would never be in many ways
and have hurt so many
in the process.

But you've never praised me
for all that ive gone thru
and for all those years.

Wrecking my own happiness
for selfish reasons
but i can never seem
to be angry at you.

And no im not talking about my parents. -_-

Was contemplating on putting up
a blurred out picture of you
but I guess i'd better not.

Just something on my mind,
i'd wanted to share.