Let me speak my mind.

For years ive known you
and respected you for your good looks,
your ability to drink like a fish
and the fact you're always so jolly
and always there for me.

You always spoke your mind
and i loved you most
because you're just like me
only the male version of me.

But enough is enough
when im so fed up
with you changing to someone
so different that i really dont
even respect anymore.

Ive tried being supportive.

I really have.

Ive even suggested four of us
to have dinner so i could get to know
your other half
because i know how important it is
for her to be accepted by your friends.

But no.

You wake me up one morning
crying and left alone stranded
at 5:30 in the freaking morning,
with no money and no car.

You had bite marks all over
with bruises all around it
that makes me heart cry
as i reached out to wipe the tears
that were rolling from your eyes.

For the many years ive known you,
i have hardly ever seen you cry
so it really hurts me to see
someone i love so much in so much pain.

But god.

You did not only didnt take my advice,
you completely ignored it.

So much for the big speeches you gave
about me being the best friend you've ever had
because clearly im not very important
and clearly she's brain washed you.

You know what im mostly pissed about?

Is the fact you complain to me
about her everytime we meet up,
(which is already very rare!)
but yet you continue to let yourself
being torn apart over and over again
just because you're so freaking scared
to be alone.

Seriously. What. The. F.

Im sorry but i'd rather lose our friendship
then to see you get hurt over and over again.

I really cant stand
hypocrites who contradict themselves,
which are really not honest people.

So if you read this
and decide to never to talk
to me again then i'll let it be
because im sorry boy but i really dont like her
and i dont think i ever will.

Yes.
Im farking dead serious.

Because i know i can never be brave enough
to tell you everything ive written down
face-to-face so im not taking anything back.

I mean it.

Even if i have to forgo
all my trips with you.

I really do.