Hurt.

I've been listening to the new song by Christina Aguilera titled Hurt for quite sometime now.

Never bothered to listen for the words.
Figured it was an ex-girlfriend being hurt by the ex-boyfriend.
but it isnt.

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Christina Aguilera
Hurt


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.




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Ive been too busy being angry at you.
for leaving.
and for every single time i couldnt be by your side.
i hated myself.

just like the song.
I want to look in your eyes and have you looking back at mine.
i want to pick up the phone and hear you on the other end so badly.
that im seeing you everywhere.
shopping malls. parking lots. mamak.
eerie as it sounds.
this is really how much im actually missing you.

You're still remembered.