My last 36 hours at home.

I know i left in a rush
without even saying
that i was going home
and it was and still is hectic
especially in the last 36 hours
that ive been home.

It hasnt really dawned upon me yet
that ive left England
as it was raining twice
in the last 24 hours
and ive been reunited with some
of the Bristol Malaysian friends
that it just hasnt felt like
me being home yet.

I dont think i have a jetlag
but ive this weird thing
about having only 5 hours of sleep
for the past two nights.

I slept at 130am the first night
and woke up at 630am automatically.
The same went for last night
which i slept at 1030pm
and woke up at 430am. T_T

The only thing probably is
the meal times in England
is causing me to eat
at weird times in Malaysia.

Its been crazy
and I havent had any time
to myself except now
so here I am blogging.

Also in the last 24 hours,
ive been having a dilemma
on a various of choices
of different benefits.

None that are fully confirmed yet
which is why ive only come to realised
i shouldnt be worrying over spilt milk
and should just let time tell.

Im better with my emotions lately,
maybe its because im around family
and that im starting a new path in life.

The past does come to haunt me
but im only staying strong
as much as I possibly can.

And oh yeah.
Internet has been going on and off.

Now that feels like home isnt? HAHA

Will blog more later
when ive the time to edit
the belated pictures. >_<