Dilemma with choices.

You know its so much
a girl of my age can take
with the amount of paths to choose from
without feeling gutted about the other options
she has no choice but to leave behind.

It's either A or B
and i cant have both.

I especially hate guys right now
trying to pretend to swoop in with intentions.

All i need is just a really good friend
and to concentrate on my career right now.

I need a new start.
That's right a fresh one.