Always trying.

Im always trying new ways
trying to improve myself...
because i still think im not there yet.

I want the best for myself
but i just dont know which one is right,
which path to choose.

Its weird but i found it rather tough
for being independent, loyal and having dicipline.

I wished i had the helping hands i needed
when i was back in Bristol
with my girlfriends of the same interest.

I guess it comes to the point
you just have to work at it on your own.

I hope to get answers by next week
but at the mean time,
i already have a lot on my hands.

It's time to start working again.


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O_O


I was shocked by a sudden reaction
when i went to the mamak for the first time
in 12 months since i got back.





I had picked up this card
which was lying on the table
and i asked "What is this?"


"You havent been to a mamak before meh!?"


Mouth gagged for like a sec or two
before i felt myself my cheeks
having hot flushes.


"Its the bill. It comes in a card form now." FreakingTallPhil said to me saving me the embarrassment. >_<


Oh and we did something different
for the 5 of us who had nothing to do
on Merdeka Night eve.





It did turn out to be so much fun
and we actually spent nearly 3 hours
just playing the game.

And because of that,
im hooked on to *this* now. HAHA!

Gotta run.

Gonna catch a movie
and then pack for a weekend trip
to Singapore.

See you Singaporeans soon! hehe.