How is this good?

Im so close to giving up
but then i realised all i need
is another few more months
then i know im qualified.

I cant do a one man show
running 3 jobs at once.

It's insanely impossible.

I hate saying this
but im side-tracking from my career dreams
and its not helping me at all.

I broke down so bad today.

I felt so cheated,
so hurt.

How to go on like this? :'(