Loathe.

The many times ive thought
of just breaking things off with you,
i thought of the benefits
from the pretentious smile
i always give you.

What i hate most,
is you pretend nothing ever happened
and just run along when you've clearly
left me in depression.

That's so insulting.

I was so down today,
i ran to Joanna for advice,
which the sweet thing she is,
she brought me out for dim sum
just so i would feel better.

And I did.
And I swear this ain't
gonna be a problem anymore.

Dont get me started on "other" you,
you only run to me
when problems occur.

I hate that you're using me
as an airbag.

So really.

Dont pretend anymore
because i wont believe you.