I know no one likes to read
a very sad post
but i just had to write this.
Theres so much pain and sadness in the world
and for those who knows me personally,
knows that im mostly a happy and chirpy person
so when im feeling all these negative energy
from people i love, it really kills me
to see them in so much suffering.
Went to a ex-colleague's father's funeral last night
and its just all really too fresh,
as i could feel the pain lingering on.
He died in a car crash
which was an all a sudden thing,
and its just the worst thing
that can ever happen to anyone.
Plus a girlfriend
who struggles to maintain
her broken relationship with a jerk,
is just breaking my heart as i worry for her
everytime i hear her cry in pain.
Also with the crappy, volatile market,
this is really not helping. -_-
I need to get away.
Like get an airticket
and fly away,
just for a week alone
and be worry-free.
Yeah. I shall look into that.
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Wishlists.
Totally regret not getting
the Melissa collection from
Vivienne Westwood when i was in Macau.
These are the Heart Lady Dragon versions.
They make my heart flutter. :)