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Somehow, things arent exactly
how i want them to be from Day 1 of 2013.

And ive suffered so much heartbreak
in this past 2-3 weeks alone,
that its enough to put an elephant down.

It's eating me slowly
and i wake up fresh every morning
only to be reminded by my failures
to get upset all over again.

So as much as i hate quitting,
after receiving that midnight email,
ive decided thats it for me.

And focusing on something else
thats more related to me,
instead of trying to finish
something i can never have the ability
to achieve after so many years.

If this doesnt work out,
then i will need another reshuffle.

For now,
im focusing on the upcoming
new exam in May,
which ive never sat before
and also my father-in-law who just
had a surgery yesterday evening
and currently in recovery.

No point crying over split milk, right?