Some thought.

A short update,
my sister got robbed last Wednesday.

The one day i decided to drive myself
to yoga when we would usually go together
and the one day i decided i should go home early
because of a migraine and left her
to go home to rest before she could finish her routine.

As upset and panicky as I was
with her unfortunate situation,
I cant help it feeling like a
blessing in disguise for myself.

I dont think i'll be able to handle
the situation calmly if I were in her shoes
and i honestly pity that she had to go thru
so much to get everything back.

Talking about blessings,
so the wedding is a mere 3 months away.

Ive never spoke about this
and I dont think i will be able to
until the wedding is over
but I feel so blessed with everything
that has been given to us.

I mean there were many hiccups along the way
and big, gigantic ones too that makes me feel
like i should just give this up altogether
but when i see how things are slowly
coming together perfectly,
I feel so relieved deep down inside.

I always never like to play hostess
and I'd rather be guests at any parties,
so this was a huge challenge for me,
as its difficult for me to handle rejections
and especially when unforeseen circumstances
just really destroys my plan.

Call me bridezilla or a perfectionist
but Im really paranoid about not having
the perfect wedding.

Lets hope it stays perfect this way
for another 3 months.