Update: So yesterday after speaking to a close friend,
i should understand that people DO change
and it shouldnt be something
for me to dwell upon and be upset with,
even if its the closest friends or even family.
So im going to just take it easy,
one at the time.
After all it is MY wedding after all
and a once in a lifetime event. :)
Thanks to you-know-who
for letting me rant
over latte and green tea. xxx
but also just another way that shows us
who really supports us and
those that really means to us.
I honestly cant thank you to those
who has helped us so far on this journey
but it also turned out to be
the most unexpected people
who has broken my heart.
As i struggle to come to terms
with the decisions of people,
i want to try not be selfish
and try to think in others' shoes
although i dont understand why
they couldnt see how important it is
for them to be there on one of the most
important days of my life.
It almost makes me feel like i just
shouldnt do this anymore.
Aih.
