Numb.

Its weird i know
i should be happy
but i think my over-confidence
has lead me over the roof
and now when im suppose to be overjoyed,
im freaking out.

Im scared.

Im afraid i cant perform.
Im afraid to face the real world.

Even my colleagues know
something is bothering me
with my head all up in clouds.

Of course its in the clouds,
its my dream...

So far ive yet to tell anyone yet,
only my parents, the boyfriend and a friend
as everything is still unconfirmed.

This is making me so unsettled.

Ive to keep telling myself
to be more patient.

MORE PATIENT, SHER!

Will keep you peeps updated. ;)