The other day we were about to head to bed
when the boy suddenly hugged me from behind and said:
Him: Ive been thinking about something for some time now...
Me: Oh? What is it?
Him: Hmm.. nah its okay. Nothing.
Me: Why? What is it?
Him: It's nothing. Its too emotional to say. Everytime i think about it, i feel like crying.
Me: Why?? Its okay. We can talk about it?
Him: Hm... okay. Its just recently i read an article about this guy in the army.
Me: Ahuh.
Him: He lost both his legs in the war but his fiance decided to stay with him no matter what and she did.
Me: Oh...ah hm.
Him: ... but the incident made him very bitter, changed him and he became a very angry person due to his incapability. They eventually split up. Not because of his disability but because he has changed to be someone different and verbally abusive.
Me: Oh. no. Hm. Thats sad...
Him: Yeah but i was thinking, could it be that he had done that on purpose so that she would leave? You know, so that he wouldnt be a burden and she could move on with her life? And then i thought if that ever happened to me, I wouldnt want to burden you too...
Aih love.
I know we havent exactly had
the most smoothest
first 2 months of marriage,
but I know for sure i've never regretted
one bit of choosing to be your wife
and theres nothing that will change that.
Happy 2nd month anniversary, darling
and many more to come. :) x
