It's going to be a very long day.

So its difficult
having to balance work and studying
all at the same time.

I dont even go out anymore.

I dont see the sun
and my colleagues are my new best buds.

I know i shouldnt have came in
with the mindset knowing i'll be leaving
because im slowly losing my drive
and to be enthusiastic everyday
from 620am-630pm in the office,
about an hour plus in traffic,
and then 2 hours of studying at night,
is really wearing me out.

That's why it surprises me
that i can still find time to be emo
about loneliness. aih.

God and this has only been
my 5th day at work. T_T