Because we are THAT vain.

And cant come to a consensus
to agree on which one
we EACH look best in.

So ive decided to post all. HAHAHAHA

What a great night out.

Homemade Muffin!

Dont you love it when
your darling friend bakes
a batch of homemade muffins
and then leaves only one for you. -_-


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


KIDDING, Ah Lye!





Thanks hun for the banana muffin,
it was smurflicious! xxx

KetiakWayne

I know you dont like
the nickname ive given you
but everyone deserves a nickname
on my blog that represents
my first impression of the person haha!

Thank you for the gorgeous *blog post*,
and im glad you have found
a career that suits you.







Will see you guys again pretty soon! :)

Worse day ever.

I just wanna runaway,
bury my head and cry.

The only place i stayed loyal to,
betrayed my trust and loyalty.

The only people i depend on,
cant be depended on.

I hope this is just a phase
because im really about to stand up to leave.

Sweet Tooth.

Its so rare to find guy friends
who would sit with you eating
brownies with ice-cream and
red velvet cakes.

Just a rare and wonderful sight
as they continue rambling
about work and life.

I love my boys. :)

Wiggles.

Too bad we cant keep you
long enough. :(



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Sigh.

"I woke up this morning and miss you so much."

Received a text message today
from someone whom Ive not seen
for a long time...

Aih babe.

You still really know
how to get to me. :(

My first post of the new year.

Okay this is gonna sound pathetic
but im gonna rant because
this is my blog and i shall do it
as i please! haha!

Its funny how my younger friends
are getting married one by one
and here i am thinking things over.

I know relationships are hard
but is it really this tiring?

I shouldnt be complaining honestly
with him looking after me everytime
i get cranky or sick
but maybe this is why people
dont get married...

because they just arent ready
for a bigger commitment but themselves.

Are we just selfish?

I mean people say,
'you've gotta learn to love yourself
before loving others.'

But is there such a thing,
as loving yourself too much,
that you're getting caught
being too busy trying to focus
only on YOURSELF?

Hm.
Lots of questions
for the new year. haha!

Okay,
i know ive been
missing for a while
but its been pretty hectic.

Ive been so tired,
(and i cant even remember
what im doing!)
and i havent even started
studying for my new paper in
2 and a half weeks more to go!

Oh and another thing,
i hate pretentious people.

Yes.
If you're feeling 'it',
then its gotta be you, sweetheart!

But really,
what are you trying to do
taking all the people i care
away from me?

You really need
to sort yourself out man.

Cause you're really starting
to step on my nerves.

November Randoms.

Monthly dinner with Neoh.







And a surprise performance for us
at Palette Palette that night
by Nanci the Belly Dancer! haha!


Fire Drill!






Talk about abusing power. HAHAHAHA

Our dearest fire warden.





Lunchies @ Lorong Seratus Tahun, SS2.





Char Kuey Teow, Chee Cheong Fun
and their Curry Mee is to die for. >_<

Its so mouth-watering
just looking at the picture.


JonChin's birthday!







Nurulein's 31st Birthday!







My favourite girls
and favourite boy
all in one party.

What else can i ask for? :)

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The weights are off my shoulder!


What a wonderful day.

Ended the day with a good
performance review from BigBoss,
(Confirmation is officially due
in another one week!)
and im pretty content
with our conversation.

It almost feels like exams are over
when it's just two days away. T_T

For now,
im craving a dosage of my AlcoKirsten.

Now where can that girl be?!

Time to go back to Singapore
with a search party.

Loathe.

The many times ive thought
of just breaking things off with you,
i thought of the benefits
from the pretentious smile
i always give you.

What i hate most,
is you pretend nothing ever happened
and just run along when you've clearly
left me in depression.

That's so insulting.

I was so down today,
i ran to Joanna for advice,
which the sweet thing she is,
she brought me out for dim sum
just so i would feel better.

And I did.
And I swear this ain't
gonna be a problem anymore.

Dont get me started on "other" you,
you only run to me
when problems occur.

I hate that you're using me
as an airbag.

So really.

Dont pretend anymore
because i wont believe you.

Things i cant afford.

So recently ive been going thru
changes in my life.

Bearing more responsibilities
and realising the truth about people
is exceptionally difficult,
especially when you trust them
and were once so close to them.

What i cant handle is
the heartache and to pretend
being tough isnt the easiest thing to do.

Anyway,
ive taken up a new responsibility,
having a car loan.

Okay.
To some of you,
it isnt a big deal
but paying something consistently
for 5 years with interest
with my current salary isnt so easy.

Of course hoping
that there would be an increment
along the way. >_<




Here's the new car.

Yes its pink!
and i'll call it
the 'Smurf Mobil'!





While we're on the topic
of expenditure.

Here's one!


Source: *RedCarpet-FashionAwards*


JLo modeling the new Gucci Resorts 2011 collection
along with her twins, Max and Emme
debuting their modeling talents
for Gucci Baby.

I just searched the official
*Gucci* website
and its $1295. T_T

This is going to be
on my wish list for a
very long time.

Let me speak my mind.

For years ive known you
and respected you for your good looks,
your ability to drink like a fish
and the fact you're always so jolly
and always there for me.

You always spoke your mind
and i loved you most
because you're just like me
only the male version of me.

But enough is enough
when im so fed up
with you changing to someone
so different that i really dont
even respect anymore.

Ive tried being supportive.

I really have.

Ive even suggested four of us
to have dinner so i could get to know
your other half
because i know how important it is
for her to be accepted by your friends.

But no.

You wake me up one morning
crying and left alone stranded
at 5:30 in the freaking morning,
with no money and no car.

You had bite marks all over
with bruises all around it
that makes me heart cry
as i reached out to wipe the tears
that were rolling from your eyes.

For the many years ive known you,
i have hardly ever seen you cry
so it really hurts me to see
someone i love so much in so much pain.

But god.

You did not only didnt take my advice,
you completely ignored it.

So much for the big speeches you gave
about me being the best friend you've ever had
because clearly im not very important
and clearly she's brain washed you.

You know what im mostly pissed about?

Is the fact you complain to me
about her everytime we meet up,
(which is already very rare!)
but yet you continue to let yourself
being torn apart over and over again
just because you're so freaking scared
to be alone.

Seriously. What. The. F.

Im sorry but i'd rather lose our friendship
then to see you get hurt over and over again.

I really cant stand
hypocrites who contradict themselves,
which are really not honest people.

So if you read this
and decide to never to talk
to me again then i'll let it be
because im sorry boy but i really dont like her
and i dont think i ever will.

Yes.
Im farking dead serious.

Because i know i can never be brave enough
to tell you everything ive written down
face-to-face so im not taking anything back.

I mean it.

Even if i have to forgo
all my trips with you.

I really do.

Don't you love surprises?

The twins left me a lil present
when i walked into my mini walk-in-closet
the night i dropped them off
at the airport for a teary farewell.

I first saw it in a lil store
at Singapore's budget terminal
and didnt know the girls had bought it
as a surprise for me with a lil goodbye note.

It's been a tiring two weeks
with work and the girls around
but i really regret not spending
enough time with them
as i was so caught on with work
and now the house is so quiet
without their British accents around. :(

MSG.HennWei: *while helping me clear my laundry* I miss Norah and Edith.
Me: *??* haha why all a sudden?
MSG.HennWei: Dont know. Just all a sudden.


See even the boy misses you girls. :(


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I was pretty cranky this morning
especially after i was stood up
on a Sunday morning at McDees.

Mama smurf was nagging me as well
when i told her i wanted to go back
to my place early
when she wanted to spend more time with me.

I just didnt have the time...
I need to study for my exam in 2 weeks
that ive been postponing!

So the boy surprised me
with *Wondermilk* cupcakes
to watch 'Bedtime Stories' with me
before we took our routine Sunday nap. :)

He really knows how to cheer me up. :)

Gotta be a lil more patient
and happier this month.

Work is challenging
but im loving it
especially when im trying
to fight my way to be stress-free
to build up my resistance to my cold-sore-free lips!

Okay that's another story.

Leaving you with
another additional
to my jukebox collection. ;)






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The Unofficial Miss Universe 2010 Updates!


With the twins down
and work/health stressing me out,
ive nearly forgotten about my
Secondary-school-best-friend
already in Las Vegas, USA
getting ready for the Big pageant!

Here are some pictures
taken from her *facebook fan page*.












She and her trademark
big earrings haha!

Im so proud of you, baby girl.

I dont know why you were so worried
cuz i clearly see no competition!

Just like how i predicted
you would win the Miss Malaysia 2010 crown hands-down,
it's really no competition for you. :)

I really cant wait for you
to make Malaysia proud.



Suz, Dine and me at our reunion celebration
after the winning of her Miss Malaysia 2010 title.

Loving you loads xxx.

Remember to catch it Live on Astro
on the 23rd of August for the big pageant.

Let's cheer for Nadine Ann Thomas, Miss Malaysia 2010! :D

Say no to changes.

I dont understand why
we need changes.

Why we need to grow up?
Why do we part from our loved ones?
Why we decide to change jobs?
Why people stop hanging out together anymore?

This is something about me.

I generally have more
male friends than female.

Maybe its because we click better
or something but its always been that way.

What i hate,
is people change.

I know feelings cannot be helped
but why spoil a proper friendship
when I love you so much only as a friend?

I wished female and males
were all the same,
so that there wont be
any need for these controversies.

Why cant males just be
super good friends with the females
and not have any further intension?

Why cant I have a guy friend
who sincerely hangs out with me
instead of wanting to get into my pants?

Aih.
It's times like these,
I really miss JonU4.

My guy best friend
for almost 6 years.





Thanks for never changing babe. :)

I love you. :')

My Favourite Boys.

Found this video
which was taken 5-6 months ago.


Featuring FreakingTallPhilip,
M.S.G.HennWei and Hing,
singing awfully out of tune
to Natalie Imbruglia's 'Torn'

All tipsy and loud.
So happy clappy.





Cant really see much
as its dark and shakey
but their voices are enough
to drown everything else. haha!


God.
Im missing home heaps.






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On my lack of sleep.



JonU4 was telling us about his makeup experience
as the boy had recently been chosen to be
one of the latest talent model.


"Yeah we should powder all the way till the neck and not just the face. Look at *insert friends name here*'s pictures, she just doesnt know how to put her make up on properly."


Me and CK nods head to agree.


"Sher, you could also maybe try putting on concealers which really helps. You know, for the eyebags."



O_o



"What.....? Eyebags??" *touching around my eye*, "... but i did put concealers..." *wails*



"Oh. erm. er.... you look great!"



-_-



Make up failed me.
Yet *again*. -_-