My first post of the new year.

Okay this is gonna sound pathetic
but im gonna rant because
this is my blog and i shall do it
as i please! haha!

Its funny how my younger friends
are getting married one by one
and here i am thinking things over.

I know relationships are hard
but is it really this tiring?

I shouldnt be complaining honestly
with him looking after me everytime
i get cranky or sick
but maybe this is why people
dont get married...

because they just arent ready
for a bigger commitment but themselves.

Are we just selfish?

I mean people say,
'you've gotta learn to love yourself
before loving others.'

But is there such a thing,
as loving yourself too much,
that you're getting caught
being too busy trying to focus
only on YOURSELF?

Hm.
Lots of questions
for the new year. haha!

Okay,
i know ive been
missing for a while
but its been pretty hectic.

Ive been so tired,
(and i cant even remember
what im doing!)
and i havent even started
studying for my new paper in
2 and a half weeks more to go!

Oh and another thing,
i hate pretentious people.

Yes.
If you're feeling 'it',
then its gotta be you, sweetheart!

But really,
what are you trying to do
taking all the people i care
away from me?

You really need
to sort yourself out man.

Cause you're really starting
to step on my nerves.