Pure rants.

Long rant post
so feel free to skip over this
if you're not in a mood for mopping. haha!

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So im still recovering.
Yes its been over a week now.

The boy is also sick
with flu, cough and fever.

Wedding preps are giving me migraines
and dont get me started on the finances.

Ok let me start out one by one.

Its come to a point,
i honestly cant bother
how many wedding would look like.

Im beginning to accept
the standard offer a hotel can provide -
to look like every other wedding ceremony
with the same backdrop, same dummy cake
and same concept.

I cant even be bothered if
i actually had a wedding now.

Im so tired of planning and choosing
and deciding that i just wanna be registered
and get over it.

I mean isnt there bigger things
in life to look forward to later?

On another note,
finances are tight
that we're squeezing out
every penny we've got.

Its not like we're spending unnecessarily,
i mean if you've been a long-time reader of mine,
you would have noticed ive stopped clubbing
or rather travelling that much anymore.

Let alone having time to even travel
within the country. -_-

And I miss travelling so much,
although i honestly cant wait
for my big trip in another week or so
to the United States of A!

Okay, that aside.

I realise having a lot of patience
helps you deal with the market,
and im coming back slowly bit by bit
altho there are some setbacks
but i know im bound to bounce back soon. ;)

I just really cant wait for that big boom
that will help me in all my financial needs. :)

Oh and I HAVE to start
my gym sessions again. T_T HAHA