Life changing.

I would say the past week
had been fairly difficult on me.

I have been feeling slight feverish
for a couple of days
and on top of that,
some really difficult challenges
in my job had really put me to a test
of patience.

I would say I was close to
breaking down and cry,
as I hate feeling like a failure.

I know i'll bounce back eventually soon
but it seems like all the hard work
ive been putting in had been wiped out
and its for me to start all over again.

Also might I add,
having to do part time studying
is really taking a toll on me
and im feeling the stress, pressure
and the one thing i crave most now, sleep.

So ive decided
to take this weekend
a little slower and relax
as I havent had a proper weekend
to actually just kick back and do nothing.

Also after a super busy 2 weeks,
i finally found time today
to go back to the gym.

It feels so good to be back on the treadmill
although it might take me a while again
to get my stamina back.

On another note,
its back to the annual tradition that my family do
for the 7th Chinese month aka Ghost month,
to go on vegetarian the entire month,
which starts on the 17th.

I must say that i am rather excited
this time round.

I mean after all ive been doing
49 days of vegetarian TWICE
in the past year for both my
grandfather and *grandmother*,
that passed away 6 months apart.

So an easy 30 days is prolly nothing
to me now isnt? hehe ;p