A week of absence.

Okay so its been a week.

Theres just so much
that ive been wanting to say
but ive got all mixed feelings inside
to reveal most of the things
thats been bubbling inside of me
as not forgetting this is still
a very much public blog.

First of all,
its now less than a year to the wedding
and im so beyond panicking with
all the things that ive been putting
on hold for 2 years. -_-

I had a great recommendation
and help over the long weekend
but im still worried over the fact
that i now have less than a year
to prepare a HUGE party. -_-

Plus my plans to return to the gym,
is so undisciplined. -_-

Im keeping whatever energy i have left
to keep me lasting throughout 2012.

I think at the moment,
having everything in my life
to be on track and on schedule
is the most important.

First thing to cross off my list,
is that damn level 1 paper. haha