Cancer month - October

Okay i know its actually more dedicated
to breast cancer in the month of October
but ive lost my best friend
to blood cancer 6 years ago
and i just found out another girlfriend
who would be getting married in March,
was diagnosed with Stage 3 thyroid cancer.

It still hurts me
talking about *Ros*
even though its been more than
half a decade ive lost her to cancer,
and its even more upsetting
to learn that a childhood friend of mine
that is having her wedding ceremony soon,
is diagnosed with cancer too.

She's helped me so much
and recommended so many things
for my own wedding,
to help me through
with all the preparations.

In fact it was just a week
before she was diagnosed,
that we were having hi-tea
at my parents' place when she dropped by
to exchange ideas with me.

Its breaks my heart
to know what a nightmare
she must be going through right now
and it kills me everytime i feel like
texting her to wish her well.

At this point im just thankful
that im blessed with a healthy life
despite all the obstacles ive been going thru.

Aih.
Better start living your lives
to your fullest, people
cause damn, life is fcking short.


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Love is all around.





I think there are a couple
of versions with this song
but this is exactly how i remembered it
by 'Wet Wet Wet'. :)

One of the rock-est, romantic song ever.